When you complain, you continue to attract more of the vibration of what you don’t in your life.
Stop telling the old story. I know you want people to know how bad it was and how much you suffered. BUT STOP! It is doing you no good.
Start focusing on what is right in your life. Start focusing on what you want to happen. Start being appreciative of all the little things that have, and are manifesting.
Put your thoughts on what you DO desire and already have that is working for you.
Make a choice to be happy now! Then and only then will you attract the life you desire.